Paige - It was hers.. She's been in program and on her 9th step. She invited me for tea to make amends. (I assumed that was the case)
How am I doing? Well.. I'm... o..k.. Pretty rough emotions yesterday and this morning. I still haven't been able to post about it because my pendulum is really swinging between being loving and being very pissed off.
Date for tomorrow got rescheduled to next Wednesday. Friend was invited to go to mammoth for a meditation/skiing thing..
... I was totally supportive. I have no time for "woe" is me or self doubt.. I have no time for my own insecurities caused by my x.
I just told her to give me a shout when she gets back into town. She replied saying that she will definitely talk to me before then.
So the saga continues....
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
