I didn't hear from H yesterday or today. Unlike our previous few weeks of daily nothing texts, which he always initiated except once.
I don't know if I should reach out today? Would that be pursuing? Or would it be a 180 since I've been standing back? I know I'll see him tomorrow for d17 bday party so I kind of want to reach out so things won't be awkward tomorrow.
I also found out that OW has been done for a few weeks. As much as I wanted this to be the case, I'm not hopeful at all & it feels terrible. It was easier to think of him being wrapped up in OW & not wanting to work on M, as opposed to just being rejected. I'm really lacking faith lately! Don't know what happened or where it went.
The reality is that we still have nearly 2 weeks for C appt, I have lots of time to show changes & PMA (gotta find it first).
