OK.. another day done, nothing really to report with h today. A few client appoinments with him involved. His cell phone rang & he tilted the phone away from me (because of sun? or didn't want me to see), he didn't answer. I asked why he didn't take the call, said he was busy and could call them later. I felt my tummy turn. Didn't like how that made me feel. Ignored it. Saying good-byes are getting easier, at least I don't cry after them anymore. Still sux tho.

H says we may need to do that hour+ drive again tomorrow to pick up more inventory, like we did last week (country drive, not quick hwy). If we do, neighbourly in the car... NO R CONVO's!

Putting my heart & my thoughts into God's hands... he can decide my future. Trying to see this through.

Looking forward to Friday nite...Kitchen party with the neighbours.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)