I wouldn't say I didn't care. I still look at things in the house like his "old" wardrobe, pictures of the two of us from happier times, cards I gave him or he gave me and I cry. I still love my "old" H, but this new alien just gives me the creeps. I have realized I do not want to waste any more of my life being around miserable people and right now H is a miserable person. I realized that on Easter Sunday when he was just sitting there sleeping in his chair. I got really annoyed that he threw such a tantrum about seeing his kids on Easter and he was sleeping.
It took a while to get to this point. I have been going through this for over a year and it wasn't until recently that I discovered my life can be so much more. And it is. I am far happier now than I was a year ago today, maybe even two years ago today.
No matter what the future brings for me and H one thing is for certain...I will never compromise myself or doubt my inner sense again.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
