T, you brought me to tears with your words. Thank you.
I know, without a doubt, that you will be at peace one day, whether with your h or not. You're a class act, my friend.
I loved my xh very much. And with that love, came the wish that he find his way. I wished him well on his life's journey and still do. But as you, I wish it wasnt at the expense of his family.
I have been through a lot, it's true. And I still struggle in a lot of ways. But there are those who have suffered so much more.
As for being here, I would not have made it through this had it not been for some very special people here. I vowed to pay it forward, so I try.
And I guess that I'm just trying to contribute to the belief that people can look inside and save themselves.
But my real hope is that maybe it allows someone to know that they are heard and understood and that they are not alone.
