we own a biz - pt 4

[makingmagic]

PON... I do get it... thats why I said PASS THE DUCT TAPE! I do realize my faults!

I can & will go over and JUST WORK, no TALK! no Hugs, NOTHING.

but, I am concerned that this type of "work scenario" stuff will satisfy his needs to hang out with me as a person... not an employee/partner. I am so tired of talking "business"! My goal is to talk about the weather!! ANYTHING !!

My GAL attempts are fine. The neighbours are new & I am doing NEW things with them. Not at all any of the SAME people as before. Give me some credit here, please! I did do this!! I made an effort to walk across the street & made new friends!

I do listen to whats being said, but I screw up too. I am human & real ... I act on my feelings! I hurt!

As for new hobbies, its hard to have when I am supposed to be focused on business & downsizing inventory... sell sell sell. I don't have hobbies! (was never really allowed).. In the summer, I socialize, go to concerts, dinner/lunch with friends. I may consider rollerblading, but it is NOT quite warm enough here!