sorry just have to say this cause it is just how I feel today. Im stressed out for many reasons and not so good news from my Dr yesterday. I just hate my life today not that im going to kill myself or anything stupid. just saying i do not like where im at today.
MrCAS, Thank you for your response and being to the point. I first should say that maybe i should wait longer before I post anything. My WAW did respond to my text with a happy easter .. so well that is a change and im happy i got the response.
The hardest thing in the world for me at this point is to stop texting my WAW. I just dont want to let go i guess who knows!!!
I will not send her any note that would be nasty. I just come here to voice it so i can hopefully stop thinking about doing it.
As far as the Step Daughter staying with me for a few days. It was never about anything but to help her out. She had no place to go and was crying out for help. She is now gone she did work things out with a little help from me. Talking and just letting her talk helped her. She has moved in with a friend and it is closer to her job so she can get a cab to work if need be.....
Just waiting for the WAW to find out and see what she does or does not do with the fact the D stayed with me.
it is so true what you say as far as when i try to figure her out. It is just hard to let go i guess and as a guy that has to fix and understand why things do not work it kills me to not know why WAW is the way she is and why she walked out on me
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