I'm afraid my wife was having an affair (emotional or physical). She said she wasn't. I'm afraid my wife will leave me. She has. I'm afraid she won't come back. She hasn't.
Yes, I know it won't be the same if we get back together, but I know I'll be more like the person she fell in love with. I feel like I've already learned so much and made so many changes.
I'm trying not to wait around. And I'm trying to have a little fun too! But then I wonder about the kind of fun she's having and the monkeymind runs wild. I've got to keep trying to detach.
