The noise in my head is quieting. My family members have stopped calling every night. My wife is out of the house for longer periods of time. The anxiety is subsiding. The "High" is becoming a low.
I have been running around so much trying to avoid me. Im at the crossroads of feeling sad while knowing that I need to be strong for my own health and the wellbeing of my little girl.
Here is the good part. Im learning more about the individual that I am that I havent been in the last 16 years. I NEVER knew that I loved cleaning. That Im now obsessed with finances. That im actually quiet.
Two sayings that help me hang on- "Everything happens for a reason" and " If you love something ...set it free"
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
