IC went well today. I feel myself becoming stronger in this fight & stand for my marriage. I think I've found that it is easiest when I'm able to act "as if" and go about my day. It helps me keep a PMA.
Looking forward to GALing tonight. After a run at the gym I am going to have dinner with a few girlfriends. This is also a big 180 for me. In the past I would not have done something like this during the week & hardly ever on the weekend for that matter.
H called me at work earlier & said he was just checking in to see how my day was going. Before BD this was the norm. He's only done this a few times since Dec. the other times it was when he & OW were having problems…one can hope that is happening again. I can't let my mind & thoughts dwell on that though. I've got to stay strong & keep myself from an emotional mess. Especially since I don't know the reason.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
