I have decided that most likely I will have someone other than me do the exchanges for a while...it is getting to hard for me to detach...I need sometime and space...I always have the best intentions on visits but they just don't go to well sometimes...
So most likely will be presenting to H who he might be open to being there to watch S before and after H's visits instead of me.
Also might be a little time before I post here again...seems there is concerns with some one viewing my things...I will be reading things...just not posting for the time being...
