Not confused, still emotional, getting very angry

[reachingHigher]

BRNR, don't worry sweetie, you didn't offend me I'm sorry if it sounded like you did.

It is just when I am down, it looks like nothing will ever work out and I wanted you to know, that sometimes things DO work out. It just is taking longer than I ever dreamt it would.

And the man that is coming back to our M is very different and in some ways is very the same, it's a scary place, as the whole journey has been so far.

At this point, it makes me think our travels and journeys here are all about growth for each of us and not about our actual M. That's just a way of living, probably doesn't make sense....just trying to write out some ramblings in my brain.

Have courage, and hang in there,
rH