Running on Fumes

[BRNR]

I am in a very strange spot. Stronger, yes. But with a very real urge to now just walk away. I recognize that I still love him and that I would be willing to work on things. But I also feel, eight months later, that I am no longer quite as willing to work on them alone.

I have been giving this quite a bit of thought and feel that it just may be time to say goodbye. I am sad that will mean the end but I cannot really figure out what I am holding onto anymore. I will not dive into this but I am tired of feeling used.

I hear ya Portia. I often contemplate if that is what DB'ing is about. I guess we should all feel that way. I think we all need to walk away. I am contemplating all this myself. I feel our H's have a hold on us still if we don't. I know mine does, and I think he knows it, as if you read my sitch, he sent me an email last week, and the contents, well let's just say, he "thinks" he knows a lot about me. WTF!

Anyhow, MiZJ and Portia. I think at some point in our sitches, it will need to get there. It will be easier for some than others. Only we ourselves know when we have had enough.