Still treading water

[Grizz]

Ok, in the grand scheme of things, things have gotten better. Better doesn't necessarily mean she has changed her mind at all. Better means that it is just not as tense around the house. I think partly due to my change in attitude and partly due to W realizing/accepting that she cannot do a single thing about HER sitch until she has a new job.

You are also correct that i am needy when it comes to my W. Wow, I feel like such a tool to say that. You can argue that I don't NEED her and that may be true but I definitely WANT her.

And is it really progress that she is being nice? I can't say that I totally agree with that. The optimist in me says sure, you have to be nice to R. But the pessimist in me says that she is just tired of acting like an a$$ because she is really a nice person and she is just biding her time until she can afford to leave.

Lets end a bright note. I played softball tonight for the first time in 4 years. I had a great time. Went 3 for 4 and we got the w. I went out after to eat and watch some baseball at a restaurant. It was a nice evening. I had fleeting thoughts of my sitch but they didnt last too long. Press on Grizz.