Is there light at the end of the tunnel?

[wishing, hoping]

I guess we will never be the people we once were and I think that's a good thing. Kinda like thanking God we never have to go through adolescence again. At least I do. Once was enough. Learned that lesson...moving on.

I want to be more daring and bold. I think before I had kids I was more devil may care and that's what my friends liked about me. But I have kids now and have other things to worry about. So not so easy to be "daring". But I guess "daring" doesn't have to be "reckless".

H used to tell me I was boring and no fun. This from a man who falls asleep in the recliner every night at 7:00. I told him we were married with children and we had other priorities and commitments. I guess I had signs before BD. But I spent my twenties Sowing wild oats and I got it out of my system. Perhaps H never did.

Lots to consider.
WH