The reason why everyone in our group feels uncomfortable, is because W expresses her (what most people consider weak) reasoning for leaving the marriage, for not even trying and for putting our daughters wellbeing SECOND...hers first. That isn't some propoganda that I put out. It is simply something that everyone is seeing happen. Another very uncomfortable situation is this OM. They both say it is completely innocent, but some of our friends are family memebers with this man, and they feel that their interactions are very suspicious as well....to the point where our friends will decline any involvement in activities where W and OM are both present.....it is just an awkward, unhealthy situation.
Tonight got the best of me. I have honestly had it this week with W playing the role of victim and over projecting her false happiness. last week, She threatened to serve me with D papers on monday at 1:30 pm, so I actually called her out on it when she came to pick up D. I KNOW that is about as anti-DB as I possibly could have been, but I could not fight off the urge to ask her where the papers were when she was pulling out of the drive. I asked, "don't you have something for me?". Her response was, Am I supposed to? I said "YES, you said you had some divorce papers for me to look over". I was just angry about the games. She knew exactly what she had promised me when I was emotional and vulnerable the other day. She said she would bring the papers by later this evening....I feel I am through with this! I just want to rip it off like a bandaid so I can start to heal. I need to move on. I need to clear my head and my heart.
