I don't know if you notice how quickly your attitude changes towards him. One minute you're saying that you're a doormat and that he's dangling a carrot in front of you and that he only cares about biz, etc. Then the next you say how he cares for you and your D, is a good man, etc.

This is why you need to calm yourself.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER