we own a biz - pt 4

[makingmagic]

ok MrBond. I know it may be mindreading, but... knowing who my h is.. baiting & carrot dangling is what he does. I just am realizing that he may be doing this to me now too. Never saw it before..... so don't want to be motivated to do business transactions just to "keep my reconcilliation" a possibility. I don't want him to have that control over me & use it. An exit plan only is thought of, if we cannot be in a rel'p. I cannot imagine doing this business outside of one. He would have way too much control over me. He is thinking of profit and that is why he wants to purchase more inventory to protect our other inventory. We have kind of a niche market/ a monopoly so to speak. If competition gets a hold of these products, our inventory is at risk. This does keep my funds tied up and me living here at my parents much longer. While he sits comfy in our place with all my belongings.

I am paranoid.. yes... do you think its the meds? As mentioned im on cipralex (AD), I understood it was for anxiety as well.

I will find positives.... I will keep looking for some. What do you think of my weekend? I do say "YES" to every invite. Sure hope there is something going on this weekend. (fingers crossed)