Friday ~ went visiting an old male friend & met his new live-with girlfriend. As this was my first visit with friend since my BD, I practically cried the entire time. They said it was ok. And they want to spend more time & involve me in their lives this summer. Keep me busy. ... I am greatful for this!
Saturday ~ worked then went out to see friends band play locally. Danced and met my girlfriends NEW bf's family. Was nice to meet new people & hung out with his kids too. Learned new dance moves... LOL
Sunday ~ sad, lonely day. Not sure what to do on holiday's or time off. Don't like these days. Read DB. Talked/analyzed my R with daughter. Thought about buying Roller Blades.
Monday ~ not focusing on H (trying not to anyway... keep telling myself that I deserve a better relationship), trying to get tax papers ready, business emails, etc. Getting through the day.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
