Tallula, Sorry that you are having to deal with this but as others have stated - you are incredibly strong and brave and have come a long way.
Thoughts and prayers are with you!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork