we own a biz - pt 4

[makingmagic]

I do want this biz, and relationship. If I cannot have both, I don't think I can do this. I cannot picture either one of us being able to "move on" and still do this biz. Cannot continue to be controlled by him/this business. Yes, I do enjoy this biz... but, am losing interest. I want both. H says, I may as well work with him as I still will need a job. (sure, but maybe walmart would be better..mindless & away from him)

When we first split up & several times since, he has said he is not against reconcilliation & at the very least wants to get along.... does he mean, get along just for the business now? Is this all we are reduced too now? I hate this.