I don't have too many concerns regarding OW. I went to see her a couple of weeks ago and told her that if she wanted H she was welcome to him. She assured me that she wasn't interested in him other than as a friend. I tend to believe her, she does have a few male friends and not many female ones so she may well be a person that relates better to men. This doesn't help the fact that H is totally head over heels about her!
We've just returned from our camping trip. I had a good time, slept under the stars for two nights, did a bit of 4WD and climbed up a rocky waterfall. All stuff that I would not of been able to do a year ago. Not a single panic attack! I am so proud of myself. I didn't manage to cook potatoes in the fire though, they ended up being shrivelled black bullets H didn't say much to me all weekend, but we were with friends who are very understanding and I was nice to be able to talk to them and vent a little when H wasn't around.
It has whetted my appetite for camping. This is definitely something I want to do again, even if I have to do it with just my dog. I'm going to do a bit of local research to see what places are do friendly and where I will be ale to do a little walking too.
Me: 49. Him: 51 M: 28 years T: 30 DD27, DD26, DD18 (still at home) Get suspicious Sept '12 World exploded 6 Dec '12
H didn't say much to me all weekend, but we were with friends who are very understanding and I was nice to be able to talk to them and vent a little when H wasn't around.