I've been pretty sad today, in tears many times. Maybe bc it's Easter? I was sitting alone at church and I just wanted to leave. There were a few people on their own, but I chose to focus on the families and couples, and you know how that is. I felt angry at my H for doing what he's doing, especially for having this R now instead of waiting till the D is final.
I do things on my own at times and feel comfortable and happy about it. You should too. You are an admirable person and model DB'er. Love yourself!
The fact that you are making your way through all this w/o relying on a partner for support is making you stronger. You have learned a lot about yourself, and what true love really means for you. You will continue to learn more. You don't want to jump into a relationship too soon... be content on your own for a while.
If you are at peace with the terms of settlement then that's all that matters. Hugs (and one little kiss)
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
