That is a great question. I will have to really think about that.
Seems like I get really sad after H goes home from a visit. Could be 2 things. I think deep down I hope when he comes to visit he will remember how great his kids and wife are and not want to leave us. Also I get a break from being a single mom and get to have fun and a stop having such a schedule. Not that I dont love my boys more than anything but a break is very nice.
That is way too much introspective thoughts for a Sunday night!!
I need to realize he isnt going to just change his mind. He will visit but will go back. Its probably easier on me when he is gone and I dont have to see him.
