I know it is, it is just so hard. I am doing all the right things for me and my children ( GAL, focusing on self, children)I know my positives! I know I can't control him. I know I should have no expectations( I tell myself many times a day!)When he is around I am cheerful but busy. I want to be well,at peace and happy.Know that I can be, just having a hard time with the fact that it might not include him. My birthday is this week.Last year my bday card was so beautiful.I don't get how we go from that to nothing?my reality. I know, I can choose to mope or make it a special day for myself! ok, Ill choose the latter.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
