AS, I see your point and thanks, but i really don't see W reacting that way. Well I stowed that away already, I guess that was int the heat of the moment thing. My emotions still gets the best of me sometimes but I can assure you that I have improved, In the past when I find things like these I would've blew a gasket already. However, that being said I'm still a work in progress.

On another note, the big decision tomorrow is that I'm going to Ws family gathering. It's Easter Sunday afterall and I couldn't get past the guilt of not being there for my kids. I suppose there will be other times were I can make myself unavailable to w. I'm a softie when it comes to my kids.

How does the LBS get past the guilt when it comes to kids? I feel selfish if I make plans...so does DBing such GAL gets puts aside when it comes to kids?Ugh this is tough.

Newman


me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.