Been here 5 years and a new tough situation

[whitneypinch]

Hi urworthy,

Thanks so much for your reply, I really appreciate it.

Its just nice to know someone is out there, that has been or is going through this.
Obviously, I am feeling a bit alone at this very moment.

I guess I had this notion that if anyone who could change their mind it would have been my XW.
Hope is a both wonderful and tough emotion.

As we all know, we just can't seem to get away from all this. I see my XW every week. Some days she is her old self and kind and some days very cold.
I have been fortunate that I don't get negativity and anger thrown at me from my X like so many others do.

Yes, I am changing things around here to make sure my kids don't worry about me.