[in_it]

Journal:
Dying eggs with D7 & D5. It's been great family time. It's these times I hope H sees what he would be missing out on if he does choose OW & leaves. I can see more & more each day that he tries to love & hug on the girls more than usual. He is wanting more affection from them. H has always been a huggy feely type so to see him want it even more is like he is just hugging them all day long.

H wore his wedding ring today. It's been a week or so since I've seen him have it on. I don't know why I get so hung up on this.

Still been thinking about 180's. I'm going to focus on trying to be more passive in conversation. I think I need this when speaking to H.

I've told him exactly where I stand & how I feel. I need to put more trust in The Lord that my actions & changes will be seen by H & make an impression. This is something I have discussed in IC.