Since I'm still on moderation I'm going to continue to journal my thoughts wile waiting for my posts to be out there.
Journal: I need to focus on my 180's. These are hard. I have done well with not confronting the situation, which is what I would've done in the past. Now I'm able to just go about my day & not bring it up. The old me would've followed H around the house like a puppy dog begging for answers.
I've done well with living in the moment (I'm a planner). I've done well making decisions without consulting H first. I use to ask his opinion on everything. Not anymore!
I wish I could come up with more. I don't want to stop talking to him. We actually have good conversation.
My biggest battle is not confronting/telling him about the things I know he's lied or is lieing about. I feel like a fool with him just getting away with it. He must think I'm clueless. But, if I do tell him it will for sure push him away.
What to do?
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
