just noting my day so far:

Been a lovely day with family (we actually laughed a lot!). But W has constantly been looking at houses and talking about me getting my own things etc. we have been the closest today that I have felt for a very long time, but it's a double edged sword as it comes with all the comments of seperate futures.

I feel like I need to re-address my goals and changes, but a the same time maybe I am just being impatient and have expectations for quick change from W.


Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.