Your last post gave me chills and teary/joyful eyes at the same time.
I am amazed at how far you have come in your journey! You have arrived at a new fork, it seems. And, are choosing a new and better path for yourself and your children.
I have to admit your words "I am done, and have let him go. I stated that I love him, we miss him and he completes us as a family," were so powerful to me. I could feel your strength in them. I hope to get to this place one day & to feel how you feel now.
Thank you for sharing your journey!
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.