Thanks Paige. I am happier. Much happier. I'm trying to give it up to God and enjoy life.
Sometimes I think we built this house on an indian burial ground. Things have been weird since we moved in. Various things. Hard to explain but I am looking forward to having my own space.
Went to the store today and I was cleaning out the fridge from H's time. Some nasty looking fish thing, leftover frozen lasagna, corn and cheesy mashed potatoes. I threw it out since it was old and the kids didn't want it. S said he didn't like any of that food H made. He said it tasted weird. Lol! Apparently H didn't like it either because there was plenty left over.
Makes me feel empathy for H a bit. He tries but just falls short. But I can't fix him nor can I help him. He's in God's hands now.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"