G, I'm sorry it was difficult for you. And I do understand you wanting your son to have both parents around.

Here's the thing. Even though he is young, he can sense things. And so, if you are ok, so will he be. But if you are really uncomfortable, he can sense that, too.

You have to do what's best for you. And just because it was you h's idea doesnt mean you have to do it, ya know?