My WAW - coming to terms with it all!

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So today my wife and I are going to a close friends wedding. This will be interesting to say the least.
She is currently away with her family and she arrives this afternoon but i dont imagine there will be any contact until we see each other at the wedding. This all feels so weird.
I dont have any reall strategy other than leaving her alone and if she wants to talk to me, then be friendly.
A lot of ours friends are just finding out about us so it will feel like there will be a lot of eyes on us which is a little strange.
Anyway, I plan to control my alcohol intake, look the sharpest and best i have ever looked and try not to make a big deal out of it all.

I just cant help but feel that this big strong front that my wife is putting on is not real and that she really must be pretty sad underneath. Her aunty just died, our marriage is breaking apart and now we have to go and face all of our friends this afternoon. No one can be that brave and strong, i just hope that she has a good way out letting out her pain and venting so that she doesnt bottle it all up.

Here goes....