AS, thanks for commenting. I'am not acting clingy, I'am not initiating contact, texting, calling etc. just journaling my feelings.
My 180s have been:
Being present w my kids, not showing anger or emotion, not putting pressure on w, doing house work like laundry, going to therapy to work on myself, listening, not arguing, gal, not bringing up money issues, living in a separate apt, giving w time and space. Not sure what else, have to think about it.
I'am trying to detach but it's challenging. She treats me like an ex husband friend.
Says she's totally done and has been for years. I don't have much hope ATM.
Will continue to work on me.


Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13