After phone coaching session #2

[reb9597]

Hey tallula, missed your comments on the page turn. Thank you and you're absolutely right. Being the best me. I've buried bad feelings for the day and am moving on. And it occured to me today that I'm feeling this way now, but won't feel this way forever. I can live with indecision

Good things for today: made plans to go to concert tomorrow night. Replied to H from his middle of night text & said 'it was a nice evening. thank you too!' May have been too much, but oh well I'm putting it out there and retreating. And I texted H's friend and invited him to d17 bday party next week.

fs, your comment about H testing the waters really helped sooth the panic this morning thank you. I snuck d15 out of school for lunch today and we didn't talk directly about sitch but was able to give her a little quality time so that'll help. That's her LL (kids LL test online!) and I have to retrain myself to make conscience efforts in all my relationships.

And finally, I can have a really crappy frame of mind for the entire morning but it won't take over my entire day anymore! I have the power to change my thoughts. Okay ready to head home soon and start the weekend.