"Anger is about hurt. Anger is just an easier place to live"
That really hits home for me. I needed that. Now to do something about it.
Yea, I thought I had really understood that throught the years, but the amount of hurt I have just been faced with 4, almost 5 months ago was astronomical. Feeling sad, just s u c k s. So, being anger is easier on the ego. Yelling, much more acceptable to me than crying in a heap on the floor. Funny thing is, when I cry on the floor, I feel better after. When I last out in anger, I feel worse. What?! Dang it...
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
