the best thing you can do for yourself is to accept that this is a story that you didn't think you'd find yourself in, but you did, and the only option you have is to turn the page and write a new chapter.
Thanks for posting this Antonia...this ^^^ just about sums it up.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans