Needed to work late to make up time for that meeting on Tuesday. Thought about shopping but I was tired and decided to come home. H was outside with the kids which was nice to see since it was a beautiful day. I just went in the house, put in a load of laundry and read the paper. H came back with the kids and made them dinner and asked if I wanted some too. He has been strangely nice. Strangely because there is a different vibe to it. Don't get me wrong I still don't trust him. But he seems less, I don't know, "volatile" I guess. He seems to be trying to keep the peace. I don't expect it to last though.
H said he would be home early Sunday AM to watch the kids hunt for Easter baskets. I told him I would put the baskets in the laundry room and he could hide them when he got in. I think he was happy that I suggested that. I bet OW won't be too thrilled knowing he is spending time with his wife and kids for Easter morning. I think I will make sure we have something delicious for Easter breakfast. Why not give him a good reminder of what he is missing? If I were a woman dating a married man (heaven forbid) what would be my biggest threat? The wife of course with the kids a close second. Of course you can make the kids an ally. Until you have to start living with them of course.
Crazy crazy times. At least things are more bearable for the moment. D was sitting with H on the couch and she wanted me to sit on the other side of her. That's the closest I have been to H in months. Felt like I was sitting next to a complete stranger. That mixed with seeing him in his underwear last night has me off kilter. I don't like it. I don't like it one bit.
Tomorrow he will be gone. Not a moment too soon.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
