Nothing much new has happened. I've been helping H fit out the new van for the business. We are going away camping over Easter, a first for me! Its not something I would have been able to cope with a year ago. I'm so excited but trying not to show it too much. H has mentioned that as far as camping goes it should just be steak, sausages and eggs cooked on the camp fire, followed by beers and then hit the swag under the stars. I'm trying not to make it too girly, although a few niceties will creep in - fudge and hot X buns! We are meeting up with some friends who know about the situation and are very supportive.
H offered to rub my back last night but said he wasn't interested in sex. He was still leaving. I said I was fine with that. He also mentioned this morning that he likes having a cuddle but is still leaving. I'm not sure if he means when the six months is up or in 3 years time! I am not going to ask though!
OW called round yesterday, I had offered her some watermelons. H was around when she arrived but then he left us to talk. She is having a lot of trouble with her son and drugs so we talked about that, later we went to get the watermelons and talked with H in the shed for a while.
This morning H said to me that he had finally worked out why OW hadn't been speaking too much to him. She has mentioned a few times that if H leaves me she will no longer have a friendship with him. H thinks she is beginning to let him down gently for when he leaves me! He says that's fine, he doesn't want the W or the OW!
What does go through their heads???!!!!!
Off to pack some toilet paper, not using gum leaves
Me: 49. Him: 51 M: 28 years T: 30 DD27, DD26, DD18 (still at home) Get suspicious Sept '12 World exploded 6 Dec '12
