Thanks for the replies and thoughts, we all have been sick with flu/colds/sinus infections/bronchitis/and who knows whatelse, so not a lot of things to update about the sitch. I had posted over at J's thread that W was "annoyed" with me this weekend, but she also said she was trying to figure out if it was just not feeling good with the illness, or that she was annoyed with herself and projecting, or what...that is good imo, introspection and questioning the origins of things...
I posted earlier on FY's thread:
I ran across this while researching the underlying "motivators", both psychological and bio-chemical for affairs, mlc, etc:
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Hypersexuality is often associated with addictive or obsessive personalities, escapism, psychological disorders, low self-esteem, self-destructive behavior, lowered sexual inhibitions and behavioral conditioning. Alcohol, hormonal imbalance and change of life hormone levels (puberty, adulthood, middle age, menopause, seniors),[5][6][7] behavior modification, operant conditioning and many drugs affect a person's social and sexual inhibitions,while reducing integral human bonding abilities for intimacy.
This correlates with things I've read regarding the hormones "tricking" us into trying to diverify the human gene pool one more time before breeding ability is turned off.
What really struck me was the idea bolded in red...that this same bio-chemical function might turn-off/reduce intimacy abilities...which matches up with us LBS being spurned, no pair bonding...gotta find new genes...before I die/get too old/whatever. idk, just a theory to throw into the mix in search of understanding so I can continue forgiving, because understanding makes forgiving easier for me.
I had been thinking of "why" the OPs, thought of W and her background and known hormone issues, and thought of Raine's H and his multiple OPs, and why the total rejection of fine quality LBSs who are not, in fact, Quasimodos with leprosy and koodies...
Not much to add, this flu/cold thingy has me beat up...and the irony of the fact that for the first time in years I take anti-biotics, I get sicker than a dog for the first time since this mlc business all started...I am finding the humor in that irony.
Yes, KD, IM and multi-tasking are very overrated and not of quality...and deadly sometimes...must work on changing operant conditioning schemes...
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
