I know...I need to stay away as far as I can at this time, I am not at that stage yet in this...I am trying to limit myself but it is so hard when things are slipping through you fingers...but I my reacting so far has been pushing it further away!
I have asked family and friends to be more supportive of me in telling me that what I am doing is not helping...it is so hard because they just want the pain to go away...well I look at it as the longer I am in this the better (sometimes I can see this)
