I've decided I'm moving back into our MB. I'll tell her that today.

I'm also beginning to feel better about being on my own. I have moments when I think about us moving on and I don't like them, so I decide to think on something else.

Continuing "act as if". Wife came downstairs this morning and said, "you seem pretty happy!" I am. Even with all this crap, I have a GOOD life! smile