I'm having a pretty shitty week....6months post good-bye! I just don't get it....I don't get how I can have so many positive things happening for me and my life and still be so miserable (at times) in my heart about missing my wife and family. (God, Do I miss those kids!) The thoughts never seem to leave me for very long....and although I do still have "hope" for a second chance....I'm not very confident or optimistic about getting one.
M 52 W 40 D 15 (step) S 12 (step) Married 7, together almost 8 Separated 1 year before bomb from her "I love you, I'm just..." BD final 8/22/12
