Is it wrong that I feel his actions are laughable...I mean what does he want from me? To bend over backwards for him, give me a break. I feel he caused this situation, and is doing nothing to fix this situation...it strikes me funny that our spouses feel that they have been wronged in some way when us LBS' s are getting the shaft. I am getting such great pleasure right now knowing life is not going according to his liking, wrong I know, but these MLC'ers hold the keys to fix things and they choose not to even pick them up...ha!
Okay, I need to come back down to reality, but I feel more myself when I feel these emotions. I believe my H's email shook me for a little, but knowing it is all part of their play book got me over it...real quick.
I am really letting go of him, i know this because I feel more confident, feel happier, and feel strong, and honestly, it feels more like a new beginning for me.
I can't wait to share this new me with someone, I am and have always been a great woman.
So I just found out a local group does DivorceCare sessions. I have never, ever been to anything of the sorts and don't know what to expect, but I want to go at least once and see what I can pick up from the shared experiences, but am nervous it will be a bit of a downer for my PMA. It says it is for separated and divorced people, but I don't know anything about the driving force behind these groups (i.e. saving marriages or throwing in the towel, etc). Well, at least it will keep me out of trouble, I got asked to go to dinner tomorrow by two different guys, and I am really trying to avoid that, even though I could use the male attention.
Off to bed, I had a long day between double duty at work, lingering over the email H sent and his antics tonight
Another day down....
BombOctober 2012- OW 11/28/12 -H still denies Separated 11/29/12 Own place 12/12/12 Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13 Oct 2013 - I knew I was done Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life
