Not confused, still emotional, getting very angry

[BRNR]

Thanks everyone for the advice...initially I was going to respond very shortly as everyone suggested, sorry you feel that way, blah, blah, blah....but, he pulled the inner b!tch out of me when he stopped by to pick up the boys this afternoon, and I realized " wait, why am I responding to this selfish a hole again". So no response from me. I filed it in the marriage folder in my email account.

So the reason for b!tch mode. S14 has a few soccer games on Wednesday...s9 also has martial arts class...at the same time, and guess what, it is H's night. He asked me what should "we" do. I told him as politely as I could muster..."oh I don't know what you should do as it is your night, so..."

So...1,2,3, I can feel the tantrum getting ready to come my way, and frankly, I don't care. H will have to deal with things not always going his way...he even tried to soften the "blow", by stating that on my Saturday's he has no problem picking up my son for soccer. Thank god I responding to that first by saying I could handle it.


What are these mlc'ers thinking? Sheesh.

The way I see it, they are no longer our support system, why should we be there's... I have been scared to get to this point for financial reasons, H has been very good with keeping up with the finances for "our" life, but I guess at some point it was bound to happen.

Pray for me everyone. I am going off the db'ing path and need to get back on. While I didn't blow my lid this time, I felt as if I could have. Thank god for the distraction of the children.