Yesterday afternoon was interesting, H joked about me dying. We were talking about work and I mentioned that im pretty pooped from tuesday (12 hour shift) so he off handedly says (he claims it was a joke) "well you should just die then." I told him that was pretty mean and if its a joke its not very nice to say to someone. Beyond that I didnt get upset at all. This isnt the first time he has said something like that since his depression.
At lunch we were making small talk and eating very spicey curry when i asked a silly question about the food. H snapped and said "thats such a stupid question!" in the past he always like my silly questions and thought they were cute.
Verbal abuse [censored]! Emotional abuse [censored] even more!
Now onto better news, I am going for a day trip to Kamakura with an old military buddy for a bit of exploration next week =) the cherry blossoms are in full bloom so I hope we can get a good look at them!
