I do have an C (one of the db gurus associated with this site), but the expense prevents me from talking but about once a month. I've thought about changing to a new one that's a little less expensive. It helps.

I haven't been this way in a long time. I know it's due to the thought of her actually going out with someone last weekend. It's very hard for me to accept that may have happened.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later