just sitting infront of subway today, sobbing in my car instead of holding back and I already feel better. I thought "T, you cried last night, this is ridiculous. Hold it in. Now if I had just gone in the bathroon at work, cried for a minute...bam. Over. I'm grateful I am learning, but dang I hate crying. Ha.

I agree T. When I allow myself to feel the yucky stuff, it is not as remotely crippling as it is to hold it back. I'm not a big fan of the crying either, but it sure does feel good to let it all out and be able to continue my day without the heavy feeling of resentment and anger.

You sound so great, busting!

Thank you Tallula. That means a lot to me. ((((( )))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home