" I haven't found anything that's for me, on my own (so to speak).
"

Then you need to do this pronto. Even if it's going to IC.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER